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Former porn star, reality TV personality, and blogger Jennie Ketcham presents a strikingly honest, disarming memoir about her descent into the emotionally numbing world of pornography and addiction and her path toward recovery.Drunk and high, holed up in a hotel room with a beautiful blonde she barely knew, Jennie Ketcham was thirty-six hours away from entering rehab. Her on-camera alter ego, Penny Flame, was a rising star. Her personal life, however, had been getting worse for years and finally hit an all-time low. Guys are gonna want one thing from you. To Jennies young ears, her fathers advice meant one thing: You can use your sexuality to control men. Life was imploding around her: her parents divorce, their spiraling addictions, her deteriorating relationships with them. She lost her virginity at thirteen and began a game of initiating boys her age into manhood. For the fleeting moments she spent in bed with them, she got to be the center of attention. Eventually, Jennie found pornthat enticing world of immediate gratification, endless drugs, and seemingly endless moneyand became Penny Flame. Divorced from her feelings, tempted into a lifestyle she couldnt afford, financially or emotionally, she entered Sex Rehab with Dr. Drew to boost her career. But when Dr. Drew and his staff insisted she go by her real name, the once indestructible walls she had built around herself began to burn down. Two stories make up this direct and disarming memoir: that of a troubled girl desperately fleeing intimacy and herself, and that of a woman courageously breaking down emotional barriers to build a new life. Many will recognize Jennies struggles: confusing sex with self-worth, addiction with love, detachment with strength. Ultimately, I Am Jennie is a tale of a woman who considers herself a work in progress but who finally understands that the only person she can truly afford to be is herself. *** I had never allowed myself to wonder why i ran from people, from connection, from what Dr. Drew was labeling as intimacy. I had never questioned why I habitually hurt the men I dated, or the people in my family. I had never thought: Jennie, why are you doing this In the past, I had simply acted, and then moved forward. If I felt like crying, I shut the emotions down. This quality made me a good porn star. But it suddenly didnt seem like a great way to live. Its a wall, I whispered. What do you think is behind that wall Dr. Drew said. He looked directly in my eyes. The thought of something existing behind this impenetrable wall was horrifying, exhausting. I grabbed a Kleenex, thinking if I could make the perfect triangle, I could dab my inner eyes without disrupting the glue that held my fake eyelashes in place. Hopefully, a caring, sensitive person who can have meaningful relationships, I said. Home : Jennie D Derby : Northwestern Mutual Accomplishments Jennie Derby CFP CLU ChFC CLTC has achieved the NAIFA Quality Award for 2013 This prestigious award is an indicator of the quality of Home Mama Jennies Italian Restaurant & Pizzeria Miami Mama Jennies Italian Restaurant & Pizzeria has been the go-to source for pizza Italian specialties and delicious catering in the Miami Shores Florida area for Warning When I Am An Old Woman Elizabeth Lucas Designs is a greeting card and gift products company that publishes Warning When I Am An Old Woman by Jenny JosephElizabeth is a calligrapher and Chatham University JKM Library "A discovery product consists of an interface directed toward the users of a library to find materials in its collections and subsequently to gain access to items of Jennie Rayment Jennie is in US May 7th - 10th Ladies of the Lakes NH May 11th - 13th Rochester NY Sept Quilt Week Paducah Jennie Withers AuthorTeacher My greatest reward and my greatest challenge is being a mom I am an English teacher by profession and a writer by passion I live work and play in Boise Idaho Jennie Lows Chinese Cuisine Theatre Square 140 2nd Street Suite 120 Petaluma CA 707-762-6888 Monday through Saturday 11:30 am to 9:15 pm Sunday 4:00 pm to 9:15 pm: Vintage Oaks Mall Jennie's Diner & Bakery - Home Welcome to Jennie's Diner & Bakery Our retro 1950s theme diner is the perfect place to stop to grab a bite at any time! Our theme restaurant promises fun for all Jen Caissie Official campaign site of the incumbent Republican candidate for the Governor's Council in the 7th District for mikey - In Jennie's Kitchen Jennifer I cannot fathom the tragedy that has befallen you and your family I am a mom of 2 too and I have been thinking about you non-stop since I heard your sad news
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